32 m been suffering with schizophrenia for a while but recently it's out of control. Jumbled arguing has turned to manic yelling. I battle with myself about suicide. And paranoid my wife will cheat. Able to control it and recognize what's happening other times I am just a freaking mess
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I know what it is like to have some control, but sometimes I wish I didn't know what was happening, maybe it would make it easier some how to not know that all of this is all in the mind.