Has anyone ever felt this way? As a former anorexic who now is a compulsive overeater, I sometimes find when I'm not using food, or 'into the food', that it can feel as good as it did when I was anorexic. Feels like I have my life in control, am not using food to manage my feelings. I guess life outside of food and I fear how good that can feel. Like something is 'wrong' or that I'm being bad or somehow falling into anorexia again if I'm feeling this way. Despite my eating all of my meals and portions.
Can anyone relate to this?