I'm missing thin like crazy. It's gone, and I wonder if i'll ever be able to rsetrict again, go so long without eating. I'm addicted to thin, but I am also addicted to the restricting. I like too not eat. I feel like it gives me something to do, something to think about. I want to restrict because it's "fun" and I also get too be thin at the same time.. I get a 2 in one deal. That's how I feel. Does anyone else feel this way? Please and thank you.. :)
I know what u mean, it makes us feel that there is something we can do that others can't, we survive (or so we think) without food. But hamg in there, restricting is NOT the way. Just think: the more u restrict, the worse u get. The harder the recovery. So stay strong, don't restrict. Don't let Ed get the best of u. Ask for help from everyone u can trust....hang in there!
Thank you.. Adleast now I know i'm not the only one that feels this way.. :)
I know its not good but for some reason I restrict and the results are what give us happiness.. But reality is its a lie its a fake happy.... I hope you can find help and start to get better!