After Purging you/i or whatever the language maybe feel so

After Purging you/i or whatever the language maybe
feel so clean & just like ahhh with a smile like that weight is off
& you feel very happy & all sorts. Its quiet strange what the mind
can do.learning to control the mind is the Key.
But i must admit the pleasuring sensations after purging are something to behold. This pleasure is allowed within the ill mental state from which im apart of. But by no means do i accept.
i don't purge after eating real food. Only when i eat the Crap. which says alot about my mental state. Because iv said for many many years how much i HATE that crap i eat or used to live on. which is mainly why i purge it out because i dont want it inside me. on the other hand when i eat real food i dont purge it because i want to eat real food. a big link here for this specific thing.

That is great insite!

That was great, so spot on.