All my thoughts today have been doubting me. I know I am staright, but all I can think is what if I am actually Gay. THis feels different then it used to like I am gay and i'm fighting it. This feels completely different than any other times ive dealt with HOCD And I feel like I am actually Gay I cant stop crying please HELP what makes it worse is that there is no anxiety
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As I keep saying on this group, not worrying isn't bad, it like having a mosquito bite and being surrounded by mosquitoes, you put spray on, they keep biting, it is annoying as hell, but after awhile you stop paying attention because there is nothing more you can do about it. This is where you work to move on, this doesn't happen because suddenly you are Gay.
@CKarma
ok but why do i feel different then the other days i have battled HOCD today feels so much more real
@CKarma
Thank you, you have no idea how much that helped