All my mom f*cking cares about is her new f*cking job. She doesn't give a f*cking sh*t about anything else. All I do is care about everyone else and I have no one else to care about me. When she comes home all se does is f*cking talk about her goddamn self. F*CK YOU!!! Can't you tell that I'm f*cking struggling b*tch! I'm holdbg so much anger and frustration and I need to let it out. I can't get a f*ckingjob, I have no f*ckig life, I have one friend. I haven't has an urge to cut in a while but I'm soooooo angry at life. All I do is try and I get nothing in return. And why can't i f*cking cuss here? F*CK!!!!!!!!!!!
Keeping everything inside isn't healthy. You need to try to tell your mom how you feel. If you don't your gonna let it all out in the wrong way.
I've been trying to, but she just thinks I'm feeling sorry for myself. She's so hard to talk to. She always says " I can never do the right thing" "it's not all about you" I just want to f*cking scream or punch something.
@Liv2 Then do both. Scream into a pillow and punch something safe.
Parent and their children can't always relate. It is perfectly normal. She doesn't stop being human just cause she is your mom. She has flaws and it might help to see her person to person instead parent to child. There are safe ways of letting off steam. Run, exercise, yoga, sleep, some form of hobby, and talking to us on here. P.S. a little tip...you do have a life. Just cause it hasn't reached the point you are fully happy it is still a life worth loving and working hard for. Smileeee instead of curse lol
Thanks I've finally calmed down after a meltdown. Thanks for your support guys.