Also, something that's really been bugging me is: I'm 18 years old and I've never had a real boyfriend. (I'm a girl)
Sure, I've had "things" with guys but I've never been in love and I don't know what it feels like to share your life with someone, and I want that so bad.
It's not that I never had the chance to, but I've always been extremely picky because I know what I want in a guy and haven't found that yet. But HOCD really makes me feel like somehow through my 18 years of living I didn't have a boyfriend because I don't like boys. Does anyone else have this issue? I'm just so frustrated because all I've ever dreamed about is having a husband and a family and now I just feel like that can't happen. :(
I have it. Curiously, my hocd attacked me not because i liked men, but because i didn't seem interested in women enough in my point of view. By the way, I'm 24 and never hd a girlfriend, so i can understand you
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