I have been in recovery for the past 1 1/2 years. I am miserable. I hate my fat body. I want ANA back in control. I don't see that life is much better now than before recovery. Am I crazy? Does anyone else ever feel this way?
Everyday. Its something you will have to learn to deal with daily, I can only hope that the voice gets more quiet and softer over time ♥
If you continue to push for recovery, that voice will indeed become quieter. I still hear it sometimes, but it is easier for me to talk back to it now. ♥ I can hear my own voice much more clearly today. Someday we'll all feel the power of living as ourselves, free from the shackles of a dissorder... ♥
Hang in there!
Love,
Jen