I am feeling like running, gambling whipped up in the insanity right now. Work to get myself into balance this morning, then had a conversation with partner where he nagged me and i feel has set me off. Most of my triggers come from how i feel in this realationship, I feel like I am not doing good enough and not to do/get/be more.
Maybe my perspective is blurred. I think for now I need to calm down and bring it back to me, and I have a choice how I react.
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
the courage to change the things I can
and the wisdom to know the difference.
Amen
Light Blue, your prayer is so beautiful and truly brought me peace after reading it. I hope that it did so for you as well. You are so right in that you need to bring it back to you and focusing on yourself. I am so sorry that your partner's nagging triggered you, that's really awful. Were you able to bring yourself back to a good positive space?
Hi puppydoglvr
Had a rough day, very up and down. I think I had pmt as well as a full moon in my part of the world (Australia) and the littlest things seemed to bother me yesterday.
I did get through the day, and today I seem in a more up beat mood. Thanks for caring, it means alot.
Positive vibes back to you!
Light Blue, I am so happy to hear that you are doing and feeling better. Sometimes it's good just to get everything off of your chest/vent, it can be very therapeutic. Please know that I am here if you need anything at all.