Every day is bad and guess the holidays suck even more.... I'm alone again. Woe is me, yes I am playing the victim. I just want to sleep but there's only so many sleeping pills I can take... They stop working. My fridge is broken I had to throw away everything. Maybe I just need to vent... Maybe someone will read this. I really wish I had a different belief system about suicide. How many more years do I go. Am I that unloving or lovable ... Thx I needed to vent.
Hi pwamps, Welcome to SupportGroups.com . Is there someone face to face that you can call and talk to? Have you seen a doctor and/or counselor for help? If not, then I suggest doing so. If you are thinking about committing suicide please go to this link http://suicidehotlines.com/ and call someone. It is great that you have reached out here but you need to also talk to someone face to face. Please keep coming and letting us know how you are doing. We are here for you. I will say a prayer for you. ((((hugs))))
Thank you bluidkiti . No one has ever written me back. Your words mean more than you'll ever know. Today is better and thank you so much for your support. Blessings, look forward to chatting again soon. Blessings
Hi Pwamps.. Just know you're not alone.. It sucks sooo much I know. I feel it every day. It's a f'ing struggle and seems never ending. But what I keep telling myself is that I have made it to 10:00 then i make it to 3:00 and before I know it I thank god the day is over, yet I dread the next morning. Just please know you are not alone. I'm here anytime you would like to talk...
Pwamps, its normal to feel this way at times, I think to some degree, we can all say we have been there before.
How did your holidays go?
The holidays are the worst for my depression. Always the winter months kill me. Maybe I am anti-social I hate the crowds, so i sit inside alone and wishing I had a friend near me. What would make you happy this holiday season?
That’s the same with me Rasha. As soon as it starts to get cold out it’s like shit snaps inside of me and my depression starts. The mind is such a strange thing.