anyone else sometime feels so sad, really heavy sadness, but there is no tears...sometimes I wish I could just cry so this sadness could get out...occasionally I have one drop of tear then I go numb...
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I haven't been able to cry since I was ten or soo. Every once and awhile I may get a tear. But that's it. I'm not exactly sure why that is. If I'm numb of that feeling. When I was a kid. I just thought it was the evil I was. But now. I'm not sure.
@Natet0499 I was able to cry a couple of times in therapy session and actually thought it was relieving - strange. I think I stopped this from about 8 or so, as I didn’t want to give my abusers the satisfaction of seeing me cry. Since I taught myself how to do that, no idea how, but you would think I should be able to reverse this now…