Anyone still up like me.. I got such bad anxiety let alone m

Addiction & Recovery Substance Abuse
, ,
1

anyone still up like me.. I got such bad anxiety let alone much on my mind, boyfriend beside me sleeping but wouldn't matter anyway. he's usually present but not present if you know what I mean. yupp. another night awake late once again, just me and my **** drug that has taken over my life, but then again.. sometimes I feel as if it's the only thing there for me when I'm in pain. only thing there for me when I truly need someone or something. god knows I can't count on this one beside me. reason why I got on this site in the first place. isn't it ironic how something can be the one and only thing that is there for you when you need it because your in such pain and feeling down on life but on the other hand it totally has ruined your life..?

4 Hearts
2

I'm here for you

2 Hearts
3

and what's the reason your stilll doing up my friend..

1 Heart
5

@Mr.z honestly… I have no life. I stay in this room depressed waiting for the strength to get sober. tmi? lol

6

well that's nothing to be ashamed of. and I use to love summer but now I just want to cover up

1 Heart
7

when my life wasn't what it is now.. summer time I loved dressing for it. I have already of nice dresses and skirts. my friends say im really fashionable in the summer. winter time.. is just casual for me, nothing fancy

2 Hearts
8

@Mr.z

10

@kaamini that’s exactly what it. I got a lot on my mind I’m dealing with.