Attemped and failed

friday afternoon. took everything i could find. almost succeded in ending it all. now its prozack and supposed help from the local clinic. fight drugs daily, fight feeling better. My ex wants me to sign my kids over for adoption. Im lost

There are times when we all feel as though hope is gone, but its not. Focus on one thing at a time, and making it through moment by moment if you have to. Things will get better. The best thing is to not keep it in, and know that others are here praying for you.

i dont see anything i can grip. i react angry before anything happens. i jump to conclusions, act on impulse. Its killing my inside. I cant fight the negative shit, my family looked at me in a hospital bed 24 hours after attempt and said i was just a cheat and a theif. my own brother asked me why anyone should care. I felt like I cant even die right. Now its monday, attempted friday, im home didnt get any help, handed a prozack rx. i still got anger, cant control the negative thoughts, whats next? I dont know how much more i can take. My gf is unraveling she is trying to help me so hard and she feels like shes going backwards. I got a call to go to walk-ins at the local clinic but ive been there before. I feel the only place is down from here. I cant do this to her. She deserves better. how do you fix a crossed wire when you cant find the right help?

hopeless in indiana
wkz

wzk

u are not a failure.

u are lost in a maze that u cant find your way out at the moment

have u tried anger management to help u cope before u blow up?

as always loving thoughts and positive vibes