Because of my actions I have hurt the ones I love .... Even though they say they are fine there actions are telling me they are not ... An I don't know if I will ever be able to fix it ...
I did something bad also and he was a little off for a while but he forgave me it took sometime but he seems to be okay know will be praying for you through God he was able to forgive me and let it go you see God is so wonderful and loving and forgiving this is what God has taught us I will pray for you if you bring your problems to God he will carry you through it.the choice is yours of course
I know how you feel. Rebuilding trust is a long road, and it can crumble but little by little it comes back, with patience and love and understanding. Be kind to yourself, because you're fighting the good fight and everybody, I mean, every human has problems . All addictions are a way to try to escape pain that doesn't work. One new day at at time.