My drugs of choice were meth / heroin…pure love. Then just meth. I sometimes turned tricks to pay for it, quite often would just work parties where it was used, and the guys would use me. My bottom came when I saw the vid of a weekend I was spun out of control. Why would I let anyone use me that way…and worse, why would anyone want to be around me, doing the stuff I did. I decided right then, I"m done. Going to get clean, eat right, exercise and make a major life change. Long story, moved to Mexico, cost of living is so much cheaper, and girls like me…doing the job I do, I’m far more accepted than I was in the States. I still miss the rush, sometimes, but never enough to really crave the drugs. I’ve trimmed down, skin looks good, been working clubs, motels, sometimes the streets, been getting cam show offers and jobs. All I needed was a change and even my mental health has improved.
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I hope you’re doing okay - just wondering if you’re still maintaining your mental stability.
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Hi, yeah…I’m really doing ok. I’ve grown tired of my type of work, but dont know what else is realistic for me to try. My mental side is good…occasional downs, but overall, nothing like before. How about you?? How are you holding up?
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On the job-hunt, but only I attend interviews and no-one’s willing to let me work with them. That’s what you get for being an inexperienced gal in Lithuania, so perhaps I’ll just wait for college…
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