I am rapidly relapsing into a world I used to know about 3 years ago. I am falling into a spiral and close to hitting the bottom again.
I need to figure out how to pull myself back up but I can't seem to this time. Maybe I'm not strong enough this time.
All I know is that the pain has hit me and I wish more than anything it would go away. I wish all the memories would fade. I wish all the flashbacks would stop.
I wish I could escape into nothingness for a while.