Better off on the other side

I am rapidly relapsing into a world I used to know about 3 years ago. I am falling into a spiral and close to hitting the bottom again.

I need to figure out how to pull myself back up but I can't seem to this time. Maybe I'm not strong enough this time.

All I know is that the pain has hit me and I wish more than anything it would go away. I wish all the memories would fade. I wish all the flashbacks would stop.

I wish I could escape into nothingness for a while.

kmitchell, oh honey....we'll help you pull yourself back up. welcome to supports groups hun and i'm so grateful that your so honest about whats happening and where you are emotionally. would you like to share with us what it is that has seemed to push you toward the edge? it really does help if you can talk about it? there is usually someone that has been there and can help you hun. talk to us, we're here for you