Black corner

Ive been having a hard time lately, i don't know where to start.
I'm in grade 8 now, and it all started last year. So let's start there.

GRADE 7
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first of all, i am/was a very nice girl. I smiled all day, say hi to everybody as i walk by... but nobody's nice back. My hair is frizzy, and all the girls in my class want me to streighten it. they stop me in the hallways, bug me and bully me over it. I told my mom about it but she said it's just what girls do, it'll go away the next like 30 days, so i was just waiting for nothing. I just tried to ignore them. but then it just get's worse. I stay at the back of the lines to get away from the girls, but theres a group of girls that call me a stalker because i won't get back to the front.

grade 8
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it just get's worse.
with all the stuff that happened last year it was hard. i'm not in the same class as most of the bullies, but it dosen't make it any easier. my moms been bugging me about my weight lately, saying stuff like:let go of that keg, that keg over your abs, your gaining weight, you know how to fix it. exept i don't, I do alot of stuff like:swimming, treadmill, cadets, yoga. and my brother does nothing, and he's thin(er). my brother is always getting into teanager fights with my mom(screaming, swearing, crying, hating) because he dosn't take care of anything.
i've been balling and bursting with tears lately in school and i don't feel safe anywhere lately, home or school.

please help me
i don't know what to do

Hi Blackkitty567, I am so sorry for what you are going through, as I know that this time can't be easy for you. Have you talked to a school administrator about this, such as the school principal or a counselor?

I agree with puppydoglvr, the only way to solve this is by talking to a teacher/counsler. Good luck, wishing u the best! <3

once i bew up balling at the lunch table and one of my friends took me to see my guidence counseler

You have such good friends who care for you; can you see this counselor again?

whenever she’s available

Is that often enough and helpful enough for you?

You hang in there! I promise you that life gets better. If you could imagine the good things that are ahead for you, it would give you the strength to push through the hard stuff. You matter!!!! Your life is not an accident! Hang in there and you will find your purpose!!