Does anyone else feel this way, this may sound weird, I don't want to hurt anyone that may have been in this situation but I feel like self harm is an ex boyfriend that I keep going back to, I kinda feel like I have to break up with self harm but it's just so hard cuz I love it, I love the feeling the mark its what makes me happy but at the same time I want stop. It's kinda like it's an ex boyfriend I love and I keep taking him back (self harm) cuz I love him but at the same time the relationship (coping) is unhealthy and I don't him (self harm in my life? Does anyone know what I am saying or am I just weird and crazy?
Princess, you are not weird and crazy, we all do things we don't understand. I have an exboyfriend that I keep going back to. When we broke up this past time, we are still friends. I wish that I could just forget about him, and it's hard. He has hurt me and played me, and I still want him in my life. So your not weird or crazy everybody goes through this. Your not the only one. Hope this makes you feel better.
Thank you for your reply and your support Melissa I am sorry for what you have been through. Just to let you guys know I am not talking about an actual ex boyfriend, I am saying self harm is like a ex boyfriend and it's like I have to break up with self harm and self harm is like a ex boyfriend that I keep going back to. I am sorry for the miss understanding, but thanks again for being there for me.
The only thing that is keeping me from doing it is that my doctor has a no harm policy. It I cut or attempt suicide he drops me and I love him and don't want to go through the pain of finding another doctor who doesn't know me. It's not weird.