My obsessions are consuming me, I ended up having to leave someone I love because of this. I can't even look at my dad anymore without getting furious. Every single goal I set for myself falls apart and I actually have gotten to the point where I wish cancer on other people because of these obsessions. Nor can I look in the mirror without wanting to cry.
I really want to change, but I need help.
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oh my poor u are u seeing/seeking medical help with these problems? do u have a therapist or a doc to help out with these feelings?
why do u feel so upset with people at the moment?
as always loving thoughts and positive vibes
D :)
ferky
u are so right u cant choose your family and sometimes they are the cause of our problems but u seem to have found a good way to deal with things how long did it take u and did u get help along the way
love D :)
ferky
and that says volumes hon
u should be proud of all u have achieved
love D :)
ferky
for many its a difficult thing to step outside the box and begin the journey but u are right its all about believing in yourself
love D :)
ferky
i hope others read this and begin the journey to find peace and tranquility
love D :)
I'm glad I read this, it has helped me A LOT, thank you.