Christmas blues- No matter what the BPD never goes away and

Christmas blues- No matter what the BPD never goes away and I guess we just have to find ways to see our ways through it. Losing the battle the last week or so regardless of what I try. My exercise routine helps... sometimes. Sleeping helps... sometimes. All the ghosts of Christmas past seem to be making daily appearances. The girlfriend's work Christmas party is tonight and I'm just hoping it goes quickly, the people she works with are cattle and I find it nearly impossible to converse with them.

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How'd the party go? Any fun food?!

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Hi syd, how are you doing today? Did the Christmas party go well? Best!

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I'm the same as I've been for two weeks now... an hour of crying and anger every morning just after breakfast. The party was really loud and that helped my isolation from it a bit I suppose. I hate being on parade and always hate trying to make conversation with people... sometimes even cats are too much company to be honest.