Good morning everyone. I fought my way through last night. Didnt get much sleep though. I have to learn how to control my emotions and break this grip that my addiction has on me. Special thanks to July who kept me busy by talking to me and keeping me company. I am completely exhausted physically and mentally. Does anyone remember the first time they fell in love? You couldnt eat. You couldnt sleep. Thats kinda how i feel right now. Its hard to explain. On one hand i have my addiction to sex. Which is driving me crazy by the way. And on the other hand there is my love for you guys. I will admit i am addicted to this site. I have never met such a loving group of people. Thank you for not judging me and accepting me for who i am. So now i have 2 addictions. This website and sex. The only question is which addiction is stronger. Right now its dead even. I came really close to giving in last night. Please please please pray for me today so that i might make it to day 5. Again thank you all for your loving support. Love, Jay
JAY I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!
WE'RE a better trade off though, GOOD JOB sweetheart, keep it up.
Love April