My mother is sick and it's hard for me to communicate my feelings about this without sounding weak. I am scarred. There is not much I can do to save her, she needs a new kidney; they are shutting down. Her heart is in poor condition and she will not be able to survive a third open heart redo surgery. I try to not think negative but I keep thinking that every time I leave her at her house it might be the last time I see her. The love I have for her is so great. I want to hold on to every memory I make with her every time I'm around her.
Only prayers and trust in God will help you to go through this difficult journey. Your love, compassion and care that all she needs at this time. I am praying for your mom and you. God bless you and He will be there for you and your mom always.
sweet
this time is both bitter sweet and precious at the same time dont worry about the need to make memories hon u have a lifetimes all stored up at this stage of the day just enjoy those moments that she is lucid and that u can hug her and be with her
and remember no one can change the feelings u have for each other not death not seperation what u feel and cherish will always be with u for a life time
she wont be gone ever she will always be in your heart and memory as u are in hers
be kind to yourself
love D
Thank you D and Marcie for your support. Your words made me feel much more at peace with myself. Although I am still a bit worried, I know that it is in our lords hands and if it shall be so that it's her time to go I can only accept it.
I cannot imagine what you are going through right now. I have lost my dad and sisters, but still have my mom. There is just something about moms that our love is so different. Sending prayers your way Sweet. You have a tough road ahead of you. Lean on God, he will get you through this and he will carry you through the grief. My heart goes out to you!
healed by faith
mums are different hon but u have to remember they always want the best for us so no matter how hard it is to smile and hide the sorrow they need us to be strong and let them do what they do so well which is care
u take care
love D