hi im new here and im depressed all the time even when im happy if thats even possible. i try to be happy but its not enough nothing makes me happy, everything makes me sad or angry or very jealous.theres so much i want to do and i cant cause i dont know how to go about doing and geting started. im so depressed that i dont even want to get outt of bed to join the real world i live in my head. see in my head im this really cool person that everyone likes i have five friends all girls who love and understand me who dont judge me because i look a certain way or act a certain way. were family and we stick together. its so bad i even named them shawn,kimmie,sara,sam,and tess.kimmie and sara are sisters and shawn,sam,and tess are lesbain,see three straight girls and three lesbain girls.were always there for eachother no matter what. we're also this really good dance group we have our own dance studio and we all have dreams of being famous,shawn,tess and sam want to be mma fighters sara wants to be a playboybunny, me i want to be an actress and model, and kimmie wants to a dancer. see how bad it is i cant get out of my head.and when i do manage to get out of my head thats when everything becomes real that im not this really cool person, that i dont have any friends who really care ,that shawn,kimmie,sara,sam, and tess dont exsits and everyone around me hates me.
Hi unknown, Welcome to SupportGroups.com . Have you seen a doctor about your depression? If not, then I suggest seeing your doctor. I have had depression, anxiety over the years. I have seen doctors and counselors for help. Doctors and counselors have been helpful to me over the years. Now I take Effexor which helps with my anxiety and depression. Keep coming and letting us know how you are doing. We are here for you. ((((hugs))))
hey unknown, welcome to the site and well done for opening up and talking to us.
as bluidkiti said seeing a counselor or maybe a support group is the way to go in order to work on your depression. and it sounds as if your self esteem is really low.
have you ever tried using any self help books to work on believing in yourself and in socialising with more confidence?
do you ever talk to your friends about you worries?
keep talking to us!
love
maedi
Hi Unknown,
I definately agree with bluidkiti and Maedi, your best to seek a Doctor and just have a chat about what you are experiencing. Maybe he can suggest something for you that may just help you get your life and motivation back.
I know it's a horrible way to feel, I myself have been down this road I am still trying to find my way out. Everyday is different and challenging :(
I'm really sorry to hear you are having such a bad time, just know that it does get easier just baby steps.
Take care, always here if you need to chat.
:)
thank you all so much. i know i should see a doctor but im so affraid i do there to be other things wrong with me like cancer or something i have a terrible fear of dying
sometimes you have to face those fears, honey, to be able to judge them logically. maybe you should even have a full physical check up to realize that there is nothing wrong with you? asking for that in itself could be a good starting point for you to start up the conversation with your doctor about your depression!!
xxx