So, finally quit the pills, the vitaimin overdosages and my very low weight. WIll not disclose. Yet I somewhat feel being like that was needed, it dealt with my stress but made my body, made me think I wasn't pretty. I do feel like slipping back sometimes, but stopped myself from runing my friend's trust with me, he scared me back into being healthy.
Aimeemay, thank you for being here and for sharing with us. I think that you are so strong and so amazing for recovering. And, you have such a fantastic support/friend who helped you through. Please stay on this positive path and keep sharing with us.
Well thanks, been 11 days since I quit the vitaimin c habit, and quit diet pills months ago when my weight got bad. I hope to find a way to cope that won't involve drugs again. Cause' right now its all will power and morals keeping me afloat.
Aimeemay, how are you doing and feeling now? I hope that things are progressing positively for you.
Yeah, pills bad and well..they did their damage. No more!
Aimeemay, I am so happy to hear that you are done with the pills. I hope that you are feeling good and know that you are on such a good strong path.
Been rough but I did it. Kicked the habit for good, and time to get past the rest of my issues.
I am so proud of you! You took a big step in the right direction by kicking one habit. Continue on this positive path and we'll help you work through everything else that is going on. One step at a time and one day at a time.
Hm, that habit took the pain away, when confronting it was the true thing to do. Almost a month down, and half away done with detoxing.
That is so wonderful Aimeemay! I am so proud of you. You can do this and get through this. How are you doing and feeling today? Any fun weekend plans?
Well not as well am i thought i would be today, but no plans at all, as usual.
Hi Aimeemay, how are you doing and feeling after the weekend? Did you end up doing anything?
Not really, haha. I relasped on my cousin and spilled my emotions...not fun. Seems no one would really believe my past in this family. But it was decent, yay.
Aimeemay, it's good to get your emotions out there, because suppressing them can really weigh heavily on you and effect your psychological health and well-being.
Yup and its fun/ hell. I balance between them now, and see that living with my family is a cause of it. Moving out in a few months.
It's good that you found what's triggering you and causing this, and now you are working towards resolving it by moving out. I really hope this is a big step in the right direction for you.
me too, recovery sucks cause I want to why about some of things that happened to me. And that means asking people why, even to the really bad things.
Aimeemay, I know that it's not an easy process but it's part of the healing process. Getting your questions answered is really a very good way to start working through deep rooted emotions.
Yeah, but what if it's the man who ruined your trust with them forever? I want to know why he did what he did, but he's probably sick minded. No grown mann should ever scar a young girl, and I don't even know if he's still training people.
Are you still in contact with this man? Unfortunately when it comes to someone who has such a mindset, you may not get answers and will have to find peace within yourself about the situation. Without knowing the details, it seems that it's best that you steer clear of this man and work on finding this peace in an alternative way. I just don't want you to put yourself in harm's way.