I’m really down today, I thought my feelings would be different but I’m hurt. This morning was the day of our divorce, it was so hard to see my wife, my best friend in court for the first time in two months, and for us not to embrace each other was difficult. Going through the proceedings since we have no children, it was simple, but at the end when the divorce was final I walked out of the courthouse behind my ex-wife who power walked out figuratively and literally out of my life at that moment. I sat in my car for some time thinking about our lives together, the good times, the bad, and how it came to this. I was indifferent leading up to the divorce, but now that it’s all said and done, and I have no one, it hits hard. We would do so much together, she became my one and only, and now she’s gone. Today has been such a hard day, just three months ago we were celebrating our renewal wedding vows. I’m so sad, I called one of my friends for support, and I texted two others, but still the hole in my heart just seems to keep getting bigger and bigger. I can’t find a good way to cope.
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Im so sorry to read this. I don’t know what I would do if I was in the same room as my wife and not able to hold her.
I cannot say anything that makes things better for you, but just know that someone read you and has you in their thoutghs.
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