Do you ever feel like you really don't fit in anywhere anymore . Like, I realize as time goes on, no one really calls me or even include me in anything their doing . I will take responsibility for the times I may have been critical or was too entrenched with my depression & anxiety. But, I try to reach out & Check in on others to see how their doing . I'm aware that their world doesn't revolve around me, but with my condition it's not always good for me to feel disconnected . This is a constant battle for me. I don't want across as needy , so I'm not sure my silence is taken as I don't want any company,etc
it is as you expressing the mess i am in. and no one will ever understand hot it feels to be a lone.
I became independent. I felt it was the best thing for me, that doesn't me cutting off "ties" with everyone...but not depending on everybody.