Does any one get the feeling they were born by mistake?....i

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Does any one get the feeling they were born by mistake?....its hard for me to reconcile the fact that despite all my efforts to move on the world or some supernatural force or what you want to call it seem to be driving me towards an early grave....sometimes i wish i could dissapear not even being miles away and 10yrs almost gone since my major crisis began i dont seem to catch a break....its like punching air day in day out....life is trully cruel.

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I can relate. Been dealing with this supernatural negative force that fights against me at every turn for over 30 yrs. Yes, I feel that life is very cruel as well. Sometimes it feels like one big sick twisted joke!

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@LovePeace couldnt have said it bettet myself

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Living with PTSD for over 10 years without any help myself, yes I can also relate. Then living another 5 years with help was even harder. The last 16 years of life have been the hardest thing ever. Maybe raising a child is harder? I hope to find out soon. I'd rather have raising a child be the hardest experience. Don't give up. There IS a reason why you are here.

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@ptsdwarrior appriciate it…one step at a time i guess.