So I've been having the worst of dreams as of late. Most of them centre around one person in particular but they're affecting me really badly. To the point that I'm waking up depressed in the morning. I don't know if it has something to do with the ongoing stress and issues that are in my mind and heart - of it's another influence.
I keep being harassed by dreams that tend to consist of a lot of negative influences. Whereby for example for one of the dreams, I seem to be involved in this Sex Party, where I'm dressed pretty much in nothing. The dream keeps jumping from one venue to another, with me attempting to run to a room, while lots and lots of strangers are streaming into the venue.
Another dream consisted of a girl who had a child by the person I love.
The dreams tend to follow no coherancy. They just perpetuate this negativity, to the point that I wake up drained and feeling so much more worse than I went to sleep.
It's causing an effect in my health and my relationships with others, to the point that it ruins my day. I keep trying to react positively, but I feel I'm being slowly dragged down, over something I can't control :(
i am sorry your nightmeres are ruining your daytime for you. that would make anyone miserable. i am a little strange in that i actually like to think about what my dreams mean and try to relate them to my waking life. if that happens to be your cup of tea, sometimes stepping back a bit and writing out all of the details, colors, textures, sounds, smells (if you have those, too) feeling, and thoughts that occur during the dream can be very illuminating about your current state of mind about life. understandably, nightmeres are probably not something most people really want to delve into. but, its a clue. it might reveal interesting and useful, or something simple. in other words, it would be nice if you could make the thing that harasses you, Your Tool instead. turn the tables, as it were.
ok, that's just my own two cents. hope you know my heart is with you ....
warm wishes
sun
Sun, I know what you mean by that. I often use to google elements of my dream and discover what it meant. And it often helped! Only problem is, there are so many elements to the dream that I'm not sure I can trust just that :(
It's true, what you say, but where should I start? You've radiated some sun into my life :)