Even though I have stopped cutting, I can't seem to throw aw

Mental Health Self-Harm & Suicidal Thoughts
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even though I have stopped cutting, I can't seem to throw away the blade. I still have the scars. Please help me get the strength to throw it away.

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I'm supporting you so you can message me, I still occasionally scratch but I've stopped cutting and I know good tips on how to distract yourself and such, I'm also here if you ever want to talk