Everyday I keep trying to stay positive, trying really hard

Everyday I keep trying to stay positive, trying really hard to avoid the negatives. But the negatives keep plowing me down. I'm always asking myself, how can I fix this problem and what if that happens. A part of me knows, that I shouldn't think about what if's. But thats easier said than done. I have struggled a majority of my life. I want to know what happy is, I want the happy to stay longer. Also this December I'll be divorced for 1 year. I miss having a relationship the good part that I once had. Darn this is so hard!

I am like that as well. I am sorry to hear that. I hope things get better for you.

Thank you

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