Existing not living

Feeling like I am just exist , No happiness nothing to look forward to , I live with a few health conditions most days is a battle. A few people would notice when I am gone . very few would miss me. I have tried to get help with life but nobody cares in another 6 years I can get help but to young now.

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I understand you completely. I always hope more people will miss me if i were gone, maybe the question is if you were going to miss yourself, i know its tempting to say no, cuz i think i would say no too but im more scared of death than i am to staying alive. What conditions do you have? Do you have any medical assistance?

I have fibromyalgia IBS reflux IBD and absent seizures. I get no help have to wait about another 5 years . I see an neurologist and gastrologist every year

Why you have to wait 5 years? I think cbd would help with the seizures, right? Im sorry you got so much going on and no help, not having help will be the doom of all of us

Here when you get a certain age you start to be considered old . Active age help with a phone call to make sure your ok and help fix things you can’t .

Here where?

We know the feeling. We really do. If you are in school or able to travel to school, take risks and make friends. Brush off if they laugh at you. If your condition keeps you at home find ways to bring people over. Seriously. If you are an adult and working, think about two coworkers you’d think you’d like to hang out with. If you’re in school, create an event that could bring people over. Don’t be afraid to ask others, whether it’s family or otherwise, for help.

If you are older, find older people. Some dating apps, like Bumble, have options to find friends. Meetup.com might be a good place.

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