Just being alive in a 36c degrees Celsius heat all day makes me angry, feels like i cant go a day without feeling sad or angry, or both, i just cant handle life anymore. My first instinct? Numb yourself, so you dont have to feel anything, sadly, to me that doesnt work, nothing numbs me, at least not the drugs i use and im too scared of trying new ones, which might be good, my ways of self destruction are different, i cant see a way out of misery and depression and death scares me, im just venting, i started taking b12 pills, its what my mom does to help the brain but i dont think that will be enough
I’m sorry you’re going through this. What’s happening?
Nothing much honestly, i feel like i just overreact a lot, im just sad in my job hunt because i hate every job available to me, i dont have college or experience so im left with telemarketing and not even they want me, i also dont them, so i feel lost and i dont think i will ever find a job i like
I can relate. As a college student, job hunting is undoubtedly by far the most dreadful thing to do in my life - sitting, asking employers if they’re looking for more workers, applying my CV, waiting for their calls - BAM! Nothing. I’m left to sit in my house again and stay depressed. Maybe once I graduate, I’ll probably pursue acting career if no-one’s willing to hire me.
How old are you and what are you studying?
It’s tough to handle such overwhelming emotions, especially in the heat. You’re brave for sharing, and it’s great that you’re trying things like B12. Remember, reaching out for support can make a big difference. You’re not alone in this.
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I’m 20 and I study Creative and Entertainment industries. We’ve talked about it beforehand.
Nice, sorry for not remembering, message me and tell me all about what youre studying