So for 7 years I have battled anorexia/bulimia and for the last two years I have had it under control...recently things and my life have started to change and I have been feeling a lose of control. I started to drop weight unintentionally but now that I know I have dropped it I am starting to see myself slip into old habits of not eating, or if I do eat I am only eating things that I know are low in calories, and excercising not eat. I need to talk to someone about the fact that I can feel myself slipping into old habits but my friends and family do not understand...my friends just think if they feed me Ill be fine and my mom blames herself for the condition in general. I hate feeling like this......
Hi....it's good that you can see that this is happening, and I hope you will seek help from a professional NOW, rather than waiting until you need hospitalized or worse. It's understandable that your Mother might feel responsible, but she is not to blame, just as YOU are not to blame. No one causes an eating disorder. There are multiple factors that can play into the development. The important thing is to work together to move OUT of it.
Please seek help, and keep fighting for a free life! You can do this....take care...Jan ♥