feeling suicidal so I better stop drinking and take my butt to bed. Hope everyone feeling the same does the same...good night!!!
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@alice74 hi Alice its me Summer we chatted a few he’s ago r u doing OK?
Good idea!!!
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yes Aceland. I think you have talked me to bed before...I am feeling very suicidal and I know I need to get up and take my medication and go to sleep, but I want to get up and get another drink
another drink...or a razor blade or both...not sure which...I need to go to bed.
Your daughter needs a mother, I hope that feeling goes away for you. Do not hurt yourself, do NOT get another drink, do NOT get a razor blade, a thing that i do to help me get to sleep is doing something that bores me, like watching a boring show or reading a boring story, helps me get to bed, maybe you could try it? Control your actions, dont let them control you
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No support but drs and my caregiver unfortunately. Part of why i came here. Thx for the prayers. Appreciated. It's amazing how physical health issues can make the mental so much more difficult to deal with you know? !