All day I have been fighting the urge to go on those sites. I really want to I want to watch so badly but I am fighting myself not to. then I think that I am already having the thoughts might as well just do it but i keep stopping myself. i know that i will eventually give in but im trying and it feels like i am alll alone. how can i be so young and feel as if i am out of control
Never give up. Only with time, patience and effort you will conquer the battle. Have faith and believe, you are never alone. God bless you.