For 30 years I did/sold meth. I have NOTHING, bad credit, no

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For 30 years I did/sold meth. I have NOTHING, bad credit, no "job history", & nearing 50 years old.. Oh yeah, severe arthritis too! SERIOUSLY, how do I "start over" or even live???!

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I can see that being a very difficult obstacle that life is throwing at you. I'm not sure if you realized this but not many people get a second chance at life. The thing that keeps people where they don't want to be are those obstacles. It's going to be hard, and it's not going to change over night, heck it may not change in a month. But it's knowing that you're doing what it takes to have a life you wanted this whole time. Making that decision is starting over.

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Yoga!!! Also what do you like? Hobbies And such?

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THANKYOU for your response & yes I am very thankful in ways (many of my "friends" rip) ... I've lived through so many things (abusive husband, drug labs, gunshots) yet I have NEVER felt so scared, lost & alone.