Found out yesterday I have hsv2. I feel really emotional and

Found out yesterday I have hsv2. I feel really emotional and have so many worries and questions.

Is soap and hot water good enough to wast your hands? I'm so worried I'll get it on my face.
I had my first ob but it doesn't look as bad as any of the pictures online. Is the first one the worst?
Can you spread it by reusing a towel or touching a surface?

Hi Daisy, know you are not alone in this and that this doesn't change who you are, who you want to be. If you ever want to talk or ask questions, definitely do, this is a safe and supportive outlet to do so :)

Thank you. I posted a comment with questions. Would you happen to have an answer for them? Thank you for the reply.