Wow!!! I love the update. It’s been awhile since I’ve been here. It’s still the same when it comes to being able to share your thoughts, experiences, and opinions. Glad to be back 
What’s been going on? Healing. A lot of it. Having to have a lot of patience with healing. Having to understand it’s a process. It’s going to take time. I’ve been battling loneliness like no other. It’s been so deep and constant and always there. It’s been so bad to the point where I’m tired of feeling it. No, I’m not in a suicidal place (thank God) but it does make me feel like I’m just tired of life. Tired of having to be alone. Tired of alway having to do it on my own. Just tired.