I'm so sad and broken on the inside...it seems that everyone around me is getting pregnant but me. I hate being on FB because all my friends and family r taking pics of their babies or bellies. I'm so alone i feel like im in a deep dark hole and no-one can save me. I've been married to my husband for 8 yrs.. I've been preg a total of 4 times and each ended in disappointment. His family hates me already, and there prob hoping he leaves me because of this. I'm tired i try to keep the faith and hold on.. But, im drained.
I'm scared that my marraige will soon be over, because he's being cheated of a gift because of me. It's not fair to him to want but can't have because of me. Plus I'm never happy because of my infertiliy.. He wants to do ivf, but seeing all of you talking on here and it not working scares me to death. I just want to curl up in ball and give.. WHY WHY WHY.
When you are stressed and unhappy, it becomes more difficult to get pregnant.Forget about his relatives and what they wish or what they think, the main focus should be you, therefore you should find some sort of exercise, yoga, walking, having a massage every other week, sitting and praying, this way you will relax. Get involved in church activities or other places. You will get pregnant without any worry. Do not put additional pressure on yourself, you will see that you are doing your part and God will do His part, to send you a beautiful angel. Have faith and trust Our Lord. You are in my prayers and God bless you.
I'm so sorry Msburns, That must be really, very hard. I can only offer you this from my own experience... I have 5 biological children... and I have 9 babies waiting for me in heaven... we just never know what the plan really is for us.
I'm sending you hugs and I'm praying for you. I DO believe that you will have babies... I just feel like you will!
Msburns1210, I am so very sorry for what you are going through and for how you are feeling. I am so happy that you are here with us and sharing, we are here for you and here to help you through this in any way that I can. Have you talked to a doctor regarding IVF and it's potential success rate for you? Because I know that it's so different from person to person, depending on their condition.
thanks everyone, for your support..it feels soo good 2 know i'm not alone in my struggle...and suzie thanks soo much for those words I needed to hear that...I just sometimes feel so inadequate as a woman..I look around and i see pregnant people all the time.. in my family,on the street and it seems so unfair. Marcie, i will look into some type of activity to keep my mind off thing maybe it will.. and puppydoglvr I have no idea what my success rate is with ivf.. the thought of it alone makes me sick 2 my stomach..I just feel like that is my last hope and what if???