i don't know if they will fight me for unemployment benefits. i doubt it.
i must try to keep putting one foot in front of the other. there are jobs out there. i must however be willing to move. i own a home and i need to spend money to get it rentable. my emotional pain is intense. it hurts my body of course. i am not young. i am devistated. i am heartbroken. thank god for a place like this to come to and talk and share stories.
i hope i am like a pheonix rising from the ashes of defeat. my manager did not like me and i was so stupid to lose her with a sharp word once upon a time. i must always be nice to people or i will be punished for it.
it has been proven i will be punished if i do not always speak softly. god help me.
god help us all.