guilt is etin me up
why did i nt tak betr car of mon thn may she wud not of ht alz/dem
why did i nt tak betr car of my dd dad wen he wz aliv
why did i carz my cuzn sush a horbl stok coz iwz 2 lazy 2 wark 3 mils 2 her hio 3 mils bac coz i mst st bus i did her sosn wz fumin it me iv bean my slf up gr yrs ovr strok i carz her sosn wz dsigs it me thy had a exsus hy cudnt be bthed bt me sggggggggggggggggggg i hate my slf so mush
gult git guil guil bildin up if iwz a judg i saw me i wud giv mu slf on deht wow coz its wear i deseve 2 be i do
i deserv 2 hng fr thgns iv dun not takin ber cr of hol famly i dese levl inject fr wt i did
if it tk betr car of mo dad hl famly mad sur my cuzn c her mes wen she did she wud nt hav had sus a masv strok thru me she wud t be parls evn mor thu me coz of 2nd strok i carsd shes had mor stroks coz of 2nd carsd thru me
im beatn my sf up in sid coz of wot i did
i cud of esly did 3 mil 2 her hsoe thn bac 2 mim xsu wz on me wz drk cld wndr bean a womn on hew own im sus a selfs exsus of a humn bean
im fealin so gilty coz of wot iv dun
not takin car of hol famly
sorry 2 go on bt imstest 2 hils wish i probl desev coz of wot iv dun
so mush glt etin me up
guilt of evry thng
why ddi i not tak betr car of evry 1 why ddi i cars sus a horb stroke on a famly mebr
Oh dear, just saw this post. Don't feel guilt! You can't control if someone gets dementia. Its part of life. I know how you feel, I felt the same way for my family. Bottomline, we can't protect from everything. Its just out of our control. We do the best we can. Hang in there! Just keep doing the best you can.
@bebobaBetty thnx i did try
juts not guf enuf for sum peple