Guys somebody feel like me? feel like all his past his had s

Guys somebody feel like me? feel like all his past his had something about the same sex and he didn't get this and i think i lie to my self, cuz when i was child i had a games with friends u know kissing like doctor and father mother this **** cuz of the porn......i really liked it but i didn't remmber if i attracted to this or something i think i just like it but idk im all the time think im lie to my self' even all my life i liked girls and been love on girls and attracted to girls this HOCD really play on my mind but still i don't know if this is HOCD cuz all the time i see man i tell to my self do i attracted to him? i like him and lot of question and more, all the time u know i don't think about nothing and i see post about boobs or something i get something but 2 sec after this i remind it, please help me i don't know what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And i read a post that gay pepole had love on girls but not feel attraction and now this is make me spike maybe i not attracted to girls if i loved them godd helppp!

From Anxiety & Panic Disorders to Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)