Had a week from hell... im normally im very positive and bub

Had a week from hell... im normally im very positive and bubbly as some of you may know... but courts been re listed for the 22nd june, mine and my brother friend hung himself tuesday... whats next... not seeing what everyone else is.. that "light at the end of the tunnel" bur yet all i wana do i go get smashed and get away from this horrible mess

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@jtt60 Wow, I so understand your frustration. Do what I do , my son has a punching bag in the basement, that's where I let out my steam! Get something, a bag, anything, even a pillow and punched it! I wished you peace, and harmony in your Life. Please don't get smashed, it just makes matters worst. Your court date has been postponed.... Again! Yes, for 22nd June, I am sorry for the delay for you. You've to take it easy, for your own well being. I am here for you, and so are SG friends to support, and be supported. Be strong, the best is yet, to followed. Have Faith.

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Dont think i have the energy to hit something, im exhausted from work and mentally. . Im just on auto mode.struggling to eat and get out of bed.. never want to be at work anymore. .. just lost all my motivation again.. my friends have asked me if im thinking about harming myself and ive told them yes... as i dont aee why i should have to keep fighting or finding a reason to gwt up anymore.. im not happy anymore. Xx

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