Why am I keep thinking happiness doesn't worth anything?
I was lively person, enjoying, having fun, and now all I got is lifeless body, no taste for fun, but still I like to see people happy but don't wannabe like them? What's the problem with me?
I feel like attached to something.
It's really hard to understand why we feel the way we do sometimes?? I feel like two people living in the one body, I'm not sure if you will understand what I mean by that. I sometimes get sick of the thought that I can be this way. I get sad thinking that I need Medication to make me feel more even and happy within myself. I struggle with my moods, frustration and agitation over not feeling normal. But then again these days what is normal??
I have seeked some professional assistance to help me work out who I am and why this happens to me. Still work in progress but I feel often like they are never ending. I try to remain thinking positively but am easily convinced otherwise that why be happy when your always being shut down at a later stage. I just get over the Rollercoaster do you ever get like that??
Take care :)