@Paul256 I wish I could travel by myself too
Every single day...
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@sope140 finally someone that is going through the same thing as me. I feel like shit right now.
I feel like that daily... You need to push through it. I've gone from a crappy life to a good life and back to a crappy life, but eventually it will be good again. And eventually it will be good again for you too. You just need to push through the suicidal thoughts and the haters! Lift yourself up! Fight through it.
@Chamuel thank you, I’m trying to believe that things will get better right now.
Don't feel bad about yourself because you are going through this. Continuing our earlier conversation, having different sexual preferences from others is not something to feel ashamed of. I am a woman, and I have sometimes felt attracted to other women, or thought they looked sexy. I have chosen not to act on that, but I have learned to accept that sometimes I will have such thoughts and feelings. It's just a natural part of being human, for me. I just prefer and choose to only be involved with men. Human sexuality does not always fit into our society's social or religious standards, and it's not always just one way or the other. I am also wondering if, at your young age, your parents have to be told about your sexual preferences. Is it really necessary that they be informed about it, at this point in your life? Perhaps you could wait until you are out of your own, and supporting yourself, to tell them about this. Then it might seem less scary and earth-shattering to deal with their reactions. Regardless of what you decide to do, though, you don't have to be so hard on yourself.