Have you ever had someone tell you because you did not succeed at a suicide attempt that you never meant to do it?
My Dear Friend,
Yes!! I have ... In the yr of 2005 i attempted my first suicide attempt... in the yr of 2006 i attemted suicide 3 times .... then ... things got alot more harder, and i wasnt able to cope with what i was feeling inside. in 2007 i attempted suicide 17 times... MAKING ME TO THE PUBLIC "CRAZY" as a sane person would call it , i see it like this no one really knows the journey that life has made you walk , run, jog, hike...etc. no one can fully understand your misery and pain until they feel the same way!! and that is todays society! when people would call me crazy id laugh it off and tell them "your the crazy one for not wanting to kill yourself" lls alittle joke i kept to myself!! soo after the suicide attempts my dad and my grandmother spoke of me these words "if you have attempted that many times and nothing has happend yet, you have a purpose, a good purpose, you are wanted and needed on this earth for a reason". everyone has a purpose, but only they themselves and god knows what that is ... we were meant to live for soo much more then what were doing these day!!!
Jaidens Mommy<3