Having a strange day. I found out that my Grandmother is probably going to be going off dialysis. She's been receiving treatment for seven years and lives in a nursing home. The nurses are saying that dialysis is no longer helping and actually just exhausting her. I was never close to her even though I grew up next door. Also found out a man I grew up with committed suicide. He wasn't a friend and even bullied me at one point but we got to where we respected one another. I keep thinking, I never liked him but we were young together. Also having mild financial issues. I just feel angry and alone, probably the closest to suicidal that I have felt in years. I've went through far worse but it's just getting me today. Makes me want to drink to oblivion or Xanax myself asleep. I also don't want to do that and I'm not sure why.
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Sounds like a medicare thing..