Hello everyone. I think I got to 2-2.5 months before backsliding AGAIN into pornography. I now feel like crap again. I don't intend to do something wrong or against my moral character. My triggers seem to be the same as before; boredom, paranoia, incestual thoughts--desperation, definitely. Guess I also thought, "I made it 2.5 months, I can afford to slip up." Somehow I don't think I can be important if I don't feel good or I don't think I can make up for my romantic loneliness. I was just starting to try and put my misconceptions from high school behind me.
I saved this book just in case I or anyone else would need it: https://easypeasymethod.org/index.html#warning
I hope it helps you. Good luck on your journey.
@RedBeldam Thank you, I’ve read a little bit so far, it’s been insightful.