HELLO guys am a 3rd year engineering student at a local univ

HELLO guys am a 3rd year engineering student at a local university,my campus life became a living hell when my partner got pregnant,.....the realization of how life as a father at a very young age drove me to drugs mostly weed and cigarettes together with gambling....my self esteem got so low that I still hate myself todate ,PTSD hit recently and honestly my head can no longer hold all this stresses,I need help

Do you have access to therapy and help through your university or through your parent's insurance? Is your child born or is your partner still pregnant? Have you guys decided to keep the baby? Are both sets of parents supportive?

Our parents are not supportive at all

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