Hello I am New here

My husband sent this to me last night and he feels apparantly that its an issue that I take adderall. I was diagnosed with adhd at 38 years old. I have had issues my whole life trying to find out why and what is causing my life to be so upsidedown. Finally I was diagnosed correctly. I take 60 mg a day of adderall and I also am on other medications for my bipolar which is very high manic.I am now 45 and I do have insomnia but I dont feel its related to the adderall only because i have been on this for many years. I do agree that its an addiction yes. I cannot be without it I carry it around in my pocket so yes I am addicted. I dont take my pills in a week as I do run short a day or two which I should not. Have I taken more than daily dose at times? yes. The neurontin that I take with adderall gives a good balance to not be so hyper. However I have to say that my life has done a total spin and I get things accomplished. I am focused on the situation at hand . I used to be all over the place bouncing everywhere and nothing got done. So in retrospect of what you are all saying yes I do sympathize its a catch 22 in my oipinion. If I gave up the adderall my life would go back to chaos and then the mania will come out which leads to all the issues you are having that I read. I am stable but yes I love it/hate it.

My Husband may feel that its the medication, and it is sometimes I agree that I will not be affectionate becaue I am too sooped up or focusing on something else the computer which is my hobby and I love thattoo.

I hope he reads this and there are alot of medications that people take that they need but also there is always a down side to all of it.

Maybe there is another medication that will work for the ones that ndo need to take it however this med is not for them.

I am glad that he sent this to me becaue I do know I have a problem with it and my husband also knows that without it I am a mess. So what do I do in that situation?
Nice to meet you all

Thanks
Diamond

Maybe second medical opinion is the option, but you know better because only you feel the effect of the medicine. Sometimes different doctor can prescribe medicine that are more mellow and effective. Hopefully, you will find the right way to your better health and wellbeing. God bless you always.